my name is anthony santos im 42 and have bipolar disorder any help will be apriciated. any work or ideas. i have 2 kids and live in an apt in nyc and out of luck anyone please help.

hello, my name is anthony santos and in need of any help i live in nyc in a 2 bedroom apt i have 2 kids.i dont have a job because i got sick with bipolar and i cant work . i owe every thing. i even sold my wedding ring i dont know were to turn to. i tried looking for work but nobody wants to hire a sickly person. there are times we dont have enough for groceries. i feel i have failed my family as a provider. if there is anyone out there that can help please write back.              thankyou and GOD BLESS.